I hate that you were right the whole time.
Sometimes you're given everything you'd ever want or need.
And when I lost it, that's when I learned that the moment I find what I want again, I wont let it go.
I thought what I had been taught my whole life was absolute.
And when you realize that anything is possible.
And that nothing is guaranteed.
Your horizons broaden and you have so much more become possible.
All you start to think about is finding someone to face this crazy thing we call life with.
Someone to progress and create with.
I was mad for a long time at you.
Then myself.
It took me some time to pull everything in perspective.
I was rash and confused, though it wasn't until we were over that I worked out what I really had.
I'm really so sorry.
You were all in and I had only given you 90 percent.
That other 10 percent thought I had things figured out.
Well, I was way off and you were on point.
But now that I'm over it, it all seems so inconsequential.
Yeah, I know I fucked up.
And I'm not writing this to fix that.
Just to say that I learned my lesson.
And I definitely recognize what's in front of me when I have it.
Next time.
Sorry again and I hope you find everything you're looking for in Texas.
Sincerely, Joseph.
P.S. I'll be taking my blog down soon, but thank you for the lessons and time.
There is still a lot of life ahead and I hope you have success and happiness.
